-Please, let me continue a bit more.
She hoped that if he took enough cocaine, thing could change. Tempted as she was to just leave, this was an opportunity she still was not ready to give up. What would she do? She had spent all that money and hadn´t honored her part of the deal. Her stomach was aching, the emptiness grew inside of her until it felt like it would pierce through the couch.
Time was still an inaprensible concept to Nim. She felt like her mind and heart took longer than her body to get everywhere. And the older she grew, the slower her mind and heart became; change felt like too much change, every time.